a writing that fell out a few minutes ago. havent posted in a long, long while so I though I'd share...
nothing seems to change in here,
same old thoughts, same old fears.
its like being stuck in one small place
but every mirror I see shows a different face.
it's a tiny little room in the back of my mind
I don't know how I got here, but I'm stuck inside.
I can see the outside world from in here
but I just can't seem to get near
the way I used to be, so I'm looking to find
a way out of here, a way out of my mind.
I reach out to the real world, out to reality
it's right at my fingers and I want it so badly
It's nearly in my grasp but I can't grab hold
and the closer I get the more the memories unfold.
they push, they fight and they hold me back,
I try to blow them off but don't know how to react.
It's clouding my thoughs and pushing me to the brink
it has me to the point that I can't even think
but still I move on hoping to find,
a way out ov here a way out of my mind...
Current Music: silence..