lips & tits

I have....

sooo many crushes on so many different people. I have to be careful about who I go after and who I don't and how hard and fast I do it. I have to be open to all things and not just one.
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Father of Mine

Why couldn't I be born with a father that wanted a daughter?

Instead I get this jerk off that pays me no mind.

Thanks for the call on my birthday ... oh wait, that's right, you didn't call. Just like you haven't for the past 3 years!!

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lips & tits

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I love her. She would ask me why if I told her cause she's funny like that. I just love her. If she died today I'd be completely devastated. She probably won't believe this but it's true. If she asked me to marry her, which i know she wouldn't but IF, I would cry uncontrollably. I love how caring, generous, loving she is. I love her sense of humor and her laugh. I love the way she looks, even when she's sleeping. I love her brutal honesty, even though it's hard to hear sometimes. I love how anally organized she is, how responsible she is but at the drop of a dime completely carefree. I love how she takes action without thinking about it. I love how silly she can be with me. I love the way she touches, kisses and fucks me.

(i'm gonna be so embarrased if she reads this)
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buffalo plaid life

A confession

As a child, I would fantasize on how I would get revenge with my father for the years that he emotionally, physically, and mentally abused me and my mother =/
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buffalo plaid life

Some assistance please .... =)

Last Friday (a week ago), I went out to eat with some friends @ Johnny Carino's. There was this waiter, and there was undeniable chemistry between us.
He would look at me everytime that he would pass by, and I him.

So, I got up the courage and walked up to him, and handed him my number.
He introduced himself, and we chatted for a few.
He had to get back to work, so he said, "Call you sometime??"
I said "definitely".

A week has gone by, and no phone call.

He was definitely into me that night so I wasn't sure what happened.

*shrugs shoulders*

So, I just went there to eat dinner with my Mom.

He must start work @ 6 p.m. because he came in shortly before we left.

He walked up to the table and said, "Hey Kim!" I said "Hey" and he kept on walking.

I wasn't going to bring up the fact that he still had not called.

Then, when we were leaving, he walked by us (I didn't look up at him, even though I knew that he was walking by).

He stood at the end of the section that we were in, and made sure I saw him & he waved good bye to me.

WTF?!?!? Why be so interested and NOT CALL!?!?!? I just don't get it.
I mean, he even remembered my name.

HELP ME!?!?!?!?
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